Something I Wanted to Accomplish Since The First

I knew it was an adult, it makes me think maturity far future later. now, I'm living on their parents. honestly, I do not want to like this forever. indeed, there is a sense of his own parents sorry. I really realized too many wasted gift from my parents, too much fun to friends. I do not want this to continue. I want to change. I was too much trouble my parents. I'm always on spoiled with them. all I ask for something would the give. I have the determination, I must succeed, I should be. I want to indulge both my parents as my parents spoil me. I want to see my parents happy parents later in the day. I do not want my parents to see me fail hard later. I really want to change my attitude from now. and one thing I have to I can do is send off my parents went hajj with my own money. I do not think mate, I just wanted to give happiness to the parents alone. for this, I've made them hard, sometimes I like to yell their words. but honestly, I feel very guilty. and maybe even I became a rebellious child because her parents had snapped words own. I want to say sorry to their word. but this mouth can not say. This inner depressed actually, but yes please. all this has ended. The main thing I have to do is make my parents happy how later. that's all. I as Muslims, must run the command suggested by my religion. Islam never teaches us to be a rebellious child to a parent myself, but Islam teaches us to serve my parents. Do not ever hurt a parent at all, let alone on mama, mama who had given birth to us. Mom felt the pain for nine months and the most hurt when you want to get us into the world. services will not be a mama pernag and nothing could replace. I love my parents. I can only write down all the contents of this heart only through this blog